OMG i lost weight guys D:

im suppose to get up to atleast 120 to not have to go to "the get fat fast,shove food down your throat till u puke then shove down som more" and this mornin i weighed 100 and now i weigh 93 D: someone help me! i need to be fat by christmas or i get shipped away to the get fat fast,shove food down your throat till u puke then shove down sum more" place! D: i am freaking out cuz if i do have to be shipped away then i dont get a christmas just food loaded with carbs and injected with grease and fat D: god let me gain 15 pounds by next week! </3

17 dec 2011 - meld ongepast verhaal

ashlie cae, vrouw, 28 jaar

Hey?! :) zaterdag 17 december 2011 05:35
: ( I weighed that much when I was 15 and it was no problem... Im sure I don't have a disorder, and I'm trying to gain weight too! Ugh it's frustrating. I just came back from a party where I ate shit tons, but I still weigh 105 and I'm 18. Lol. sucks to suck
ashlie cae zondag 18 december 2011 01:08
ikr! i weighed my food and kept a diary of calories and i have at 10 pounds of food in a day and a half and i had 10000 calories in a day and a half and i lost more! ughhhhh! i even tried the most gross thing ever! i tried to eat butter sticks like wat u cook with. I ate 3 than i puked my guts out. Not gonna try that1 again. >.< i think im just doomed
Hey?! :) zondag 18 december 2011 06:11
Ughh that stinks!! Well you know what, don't worry about it.. Society used to pressure us girls all into being model-skinny, and crap, and now it's pressuring us all to have "curves" and "meat" and be a "real woman". Such bullshit. I tried to get curvy for YEARS, and the only time I gained a little weight was once where I tried my absolute hardest, completely obsessing over food and calories... I did have those 'sexy curves' for like a year. But now, I've lost 5 pounds again (it's a big difference) and am skinny, and I don't give a shit. Obsessing isn't worth it. I think it's better to embrace yourself as you, like this is your body type, and that's what it is. And ya know, I can't bring myself to forcedly stuff my face anymore, I'm just not that crazy about food, seriously not that crazy about it, and I admit it. My stomach is too tiny, anyway. *sigh*

O 16 feb 2012 50-50% chance...i wish V.V
O 02 feb 2012 £valuation tomorrow...lord give me strength:( ( 1 )
O 29 jan 2012 a step back in time <3
O 24 jan 2012 nazi get help now or else camp
O 11 jan 2012 the silence screams the truth V.V ( 2 )
O 07 jan 2012 i have to just let go. Just let go. V.V ( 1 )
O 06 jan 2012 the mask that no one can seem to see
O 06 jan 2012 why do you hate me god?! :'( ( 7 )
O 04 jan 2012 jessica is awake :DDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
O 04 jan 2012 wake up jess just wake up :'( ( 3 )
O 04 jan 2012 What the fuck!!!!!!!!!!! :,,[ ( 2 )
O 18 dec 2011 OMFGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) ( 4 )
O 18 dec 2011 OMFGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
O 18 dec 2011 WORST desicion of my life! my life is ruined! ( 5 )
O 17 dec 2011 OMG i lost weight guys D: ( 3 )

vorige volgende