Only this moment.
Soo..
This is kind of a freaky thing to do since.. everybody can read.. Whatever you write..
But i.. wanted to try something new I guess.
Hmpf.
Just something i found.
10 oct.
So, i was just thinking of what i should write. Just random things i guess. Like always. They do have a meaning.
There is no way to describe the way i feel. It's all just too much in one. I guess i could start somewhere.
I see without seeing. It's a blur. I dont register.
I feel, without feeling. I cant cry, when i want to.
I dont do anything anymore to stop it.
I go on until i cant anymore.
I break down once ive held everything in for much too long.
All the feeling comes back..
Im back in reality and it all scares me. It's all too much.
Many times i find myself wishing i was just dead.
Too much feeling to handle.
Warmth gone, no sun, so solution, lost.
Desperation.
I have nothing to handle it with.
This is kind of a freaky thing to do since.. everybody can read.. Whatever you write..
But i.. wanted to try something new I guess.
Hmpf.
Just something i found.
10 oct.
So, i was just thinking of what i should write. Just random things i guess. Like always. They do have a meaning.
There is no way to describe the way i feel. It's all just too much in one. I guess i could start somewhere.
I see without seeing. It's a blur. I dont register.
I feel, without feeling. I cant cry, when i want to.
I dont do anything anymore to stop it.
I go on until i cant anymore.
I break down once ive held everything in for much too long.
All the feeling comes back..
Im back in reality and it all scares me. It's all too much.
Many times i find myself wishing i was just dead.
Too much feeling to handle.
Warmth gone, no sun, so solution, lost.
Desperation.
I have nothing to handle it with.
24 nov 2008
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Gibsy
maandag 24 november 2008 20:16
je naam is fout
het is met 1 L XD
maar goed hoi -
PrankDemon
maandag 24 november 2008 20:33
Nou gibs, jouw naam is ook fout, gipsy schrijf je met een P. (Like: of namen ooit fout kunnen zijn.)
Hoi, welcome, hope you enjoy. -
Surfacing
maandag 24 november 2008 20:40
Mijn naam is afgeleid van mijn naam ik weet heus wel dat gipsy een zigeuner is XD
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PrankDemon
maandag 24 november 2008 20:43
Shhh, wist ik wel.
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Vermillion
maandag 24 november 2008 21:39
hahah.
weet ik
Ik ga t nog wel veranderen.
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