out of it.
Sometimes I just want to isolate myself. Away from everyone. And I do, I stay in my room all day, because I know if I'm downstairs, my mom will talk to me.... I honestly, really can't handle her. I try, but its just everything she says to me that is friendly, motherly, nurturing flies over my head. And all I can remember is the times when she was a bitch to me. When she told me she would kill herself because I was crying in front of her. The time when she left my eldest brother and I to take care of my younger brother, because she was too depressed. The time when she screamed and screamed at me for getting two B's. When she dropped out of high school at the exact same age as me. I know, she just wants the best for me. But what she doesn't understand is that I actually can't handle that stress. I wish I could just figure everything out... But my mind is always busy.
29 jan 2014
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