not my day.

Sigh. I hate when everything runs through your mind. Everything you hate about yourself... Everything you do wrong. I cannot meet anyone's expectations. I'm supposed to be this perfect, responsible little girl. But I can't be.. no matter how hard I try. I can't concentrate in class at all.. I don't understand any of it either.. I suck at soccer, even though all my family wants me to be is this pro soccer player who I will never be. And everything I actually like, my whole family hates. Yeah. I have pink hair. The one thing I've liked about myself in the past year. And they tell me they hate it, its ugly, that I should cut it all off. And then I listen to kinda "punk" music. It helps me to relate, and kinda get my anger out through music.. but I have to keep it quiet because my family thinks I stopped listening to it..

Yeah gave into the sh urges. Good job Opal. Way to go...

18 nov 2013 - meld ongepast verhaal

Paris8543, vrouw, 26 jaar

Mackenzee dinsdag 19 november 2013 01:38
Opal u ok
MirMir zaterdag 30 november 2013 00:58
Hang in there. You are a beautiful person. If you ever need a friend to talk to, message me. I am there for you.

O 04 feb 2014 cuts.
O 29 jan 2014 out of it.
O 26 jan 2014 So yep.
O 18 nov 2013 not my day. ( 2 )
O 22 okt 2013 yep yep
O 16 okt 2013 yeah.. ( 5 )
O 30 jul 2013 Razor.
O 21 jul 2013 Coming out
O 19 jul 2013 Came out to my best friend...
O 17 jul 2013 My secrets. ( 2 )
O 16 jul 2013 Yeah.
O 16 jul 2013 I thought somebody finally wasn't lying... ( 1 )
O 10 jul 2013 Stressed by everything
O 03 jul 2013 I'm staying.
O 29 jun 2013 Lots.

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