So yep.
I guess, I've changed. I don't know, according to everyone I know, I'm not the same person I was a month ago. My mom says I've lost my motivation. That I'm not as driven as I used to be. My mom is worried about me. I think she knows I'm depressed.
Honestly, I've been a bit suicidal lately... I'll just wonder.. "Wait, why am I here? Whats the point?" I'm a month clean from cutting... but that doesn't mean I don't think about my blades everyday.
It kinda sucks.. knowing that all of your friends, everyone who cares about you, doesn't think you're the same person they used to care about. They want me to go back to being "me". But I still feel like the same person.
I'm just frustrated.
But I love you all
Honestly, I've been a bit suicidal lately... I'll just wonder.. "Wait, why am I here? Whats the point?" I'm a month clean from cutting... but that doesn't mean I don't think about my blades everyday.
It kinda sucks.. knowing that all of your friends, everyone who cares about you, doesn't think you're the same person they used to care about. They want me to go back to being "me". But I still feel like the same person.
I'm just frustrated.
But I love you all
26 jan 2014
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