reactionist

it is a manner of thinking
if i don't do something, nothing will happen
so if an other does something which happen to influence me
in what ever way, i have to react
so nothing will happen (to me)

you have done something
that affects me
thus i react
i am a reactionist

ever action you take must make me react
cause that is keeping balance
and is that what it is all about ?

is zero sum the worlds excistance ?
not really
zero sum is nature
but in between there is a lot that is not
we know the end by reasoning and science
we can evade and elude the end
but we can not escape the truth
in between zero sum is not for humans
atleast that is what they tell you
zero sum is not profitable
and profit is the reason
due to increasing monatairy instability
which is there for a purpose
to keep controle

so should i react
and how
i know i should but the method and ways are unclear
a zero sum equation would be nice
but the thinker goes...
"that would be drastic, catastrophic"
yes it would be
but what else is new ?
this is not catastrophic ?
oh wait, it is not your life in danger so it is not !
ego maniacs.

i contemplate my reaction
cause preaching is nice
but actions are relevant after the ceremony
and actions should be taken
unlike the same old bull shit you pump out
i might sound harsh
and i think you know i don't mean to be
as i believe in your fairness and honesty
and think you missed this line of thought
but then again
your actions play out for them
you should know that, atleast now

you should know

i tried but i don't know
and i do know you went looking for me
but i could not be found
you have seen my eyes
so remember the look
it is not anger
it is your protection you looked at

so again
would you want me to react ?
other than this
as you have requested ?
cause i know
the consequences are dire
and you might look back and think
i've done some thing bad

in my eyes was recognition, controle over population
not reacting to you as i would have wanted
and i wanted only to show my appriciation
but then again
you would not have appriciated that,
last time i was under cover
even from you
i had to be
for many reasons
tommorow will tell you

so lets get to tomorrow
and give me advise
so i can react
in a proper manner

don't you know my reactions kill ?
you should know
know it by heart
and then you know
it is out of love that i react
love for all
cause if it was me i loved
i would have been famous and in the spotlight by now

remember i was the one who died
not for you not for any one but a lost love
they rejected me
both
and you know the reason
follow that
follow your heart

i can live on very little if need be
i can suffer more than most
but i do not want to suffer the guilt
of ignorance of my actions again !
i am a reactionist
move me
in place