Ruined

I want you,
how should another person be you?
Should it even be fair to the other person.
Shouldn't be cruel?
He's just not you,
but i want him so badly to be you,
trynna change him into you.
At the end again time is waisted,
i left him alone and run.
Another man's heart ruined
of a woman so selfish.
A woman that's in alot of pain
in search for her real love that is so far away....
So unreachable!! Almost so unreal.
Looking in the mirror full disgusted of herself.
He who could help her, no where to be find....
Nobody to forgive her for her sins.
Only thing she wanted was him to lover her.