Smile isn't real

Making me smile doesn't work
you're still in my heart
that will never change
I'm crying because my heart
can't take it anymore
I had one simple wish
that was happiness
I don't wanne know how happy you are
because if you know me
you will see the tears I hide
The tears for losing people that I love
the tears for still loving you
Don't ask me what's going on
Because I will never tell you