Ik heb dit net geschreven, omdat er weer gewoon vanalles in mijn hoofd zit.
tijdens het schrijven van dit, heb ik met tranen in me ogen gezeten.
Ik heb het geschreven hoe ik het mij herinner, en wat ik me herinner.
Ik hoop dat jullie het goed vinden
I still remember the first movie we saw, you looked at me and smiled at me.
Then we go to your house and you gave me so much love, and I didn't realized what was happening, but I loved it, and loved it to be with you.
Then it became late, and you brought me home.
You looked at me, and you told me you had a great time with me,
then you kissed me goodbye, and I was just wonderstruck.
I still remember which song I was listening to when I thought of you.
Lying in bed while listening to that song, made me smile without even knowing.
And slowly I fell asleep, and dreamed of you.
I still remember when it was cold outside, and you hold my hand.
We walked trough the snow, and talked about many things.
I remember I loved every second to be with you.
I still remember how much fun we had, you were so funny at the moments needed it.
I still remember how I thought that you were the one.
But I still remember that night,
that night you asked me to call you.
My heart was beating, I was so scared.
I called you, and I heard your voice.
Your voice was telling me, you felt us to be friends.
I asked why, and I didn't know what to say.
I still remember, when I hung up, I cried.
I cried so hard. I sat on the floor, and I cried.
I still remember how you made my live feel different, empty.
I still remember how you came back later to tell me how much you miss me.
We were together again, and I was so happy.
I still remember how you left me again, for another girl.
Cried so many tears, just for you.
I still remember how I saw you with another girl,
my world was going down.
And now, I have so many memories of you,
but your not with me,
and that hurts so much.