it is a great challange to kill yourself
and i advise every one to think and plan it once or twice a year
i think it will keep you from doing it when you find out the complete and utter perfection in the way of suicide, where as there is so much to plan and to think of when doing it perfect
and you realize once more that this planning and thinking can be conferted to constructive matters such as rebuilding confidence and trust
those who fail in it will realize nothing as they are dead, failing is dying
and i pitty them not, because would there then be a good place for them when you can not resist temptations ?
temptations are like suicide
for it makes often a big difference in being strong and being weak
those who are weak can not kill them selfs, those who are strong will not kill them selfs
temptations make you weak
it is giving in to the eager nature of humanity
it is a lack of patiens and just that is the mark of the weak
the eager behaviour, unable to wait for the right moment
i have my share of weaknesses
but i know i am strong, for i will not be tempted
suicide is a thought and action
the action is a reaction not a solitairy thing
the thought is but a quest of the mind
to see if one can deal with the stress
and when you go in to the quest
you will find a strange peace
for it is the understanding of controle
there is nothing that realy matters in life
but life it self
life is love
and that is what must be understood
then again what has love got to do with suicide ?
well all and everything
if one learns to think
but then one has to go deep in to the suicide thoughts
the planning and feelings
but are you strong enough
to resist these temptations ?
for going in is a temptation it self
and i was too weak not to enter