the breakdown is in sight

this morning tears were pushing
felt like a weak fuck
i wish i could cry
but it does not happen
nor have i any reason to
or do i ?
with all the things i deny ?

now it is all numb
and could it return
i'm never the one at this time

the price of living
but then again
is it not just a moment
and a warning

no road side looks friendly


sometimes i think i'll break
and then tomorrow comes
you all look sad
i just keep going
just keep going
not giving in
just waiting for the moment
that can not be stopped

so close this morning
so close
and i fear
i am to blame

so blame me, and i'll be able to drop the fear

for a moment i felt the love in side
the love that tends to hide
the love that never shows
the love no one knows.
i felt it
and it was deep
it was hell
when there is no one to share it with
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