i deny my origin
so i deny my past
thus i have no past
and consequently no future.
guess what
i have a past,
and i have seen a future
god knows it ain't pretty
but what the fuck
it is a future, one that connects with my past
if you could see the darkerside of me
would you fear the vague shapes
or try to shine a light on it
so you can identify what has yet to be identified.
recently i joked about being concieved in a jar
well i was off a bit, but not far,
once i get back in to shape
in clothes i might drape the form of me you can not yet see
i try to get real
when real is what you feel
and with eyes you may see
which might just be feeling that part of me.
i am trying to pull it off
turn it on
get it connected
no longer rejected.