things go mixed up

i see
my demons clearly
every thing is mixed up
my puzzle is totaly in pieces
all fucked up messed up
down in it i sit
lost in this dream
stuck in this stream
all is messed up
i see the things that could not be
like they were in my days of astrange
like my days of crazy toughts
they were not crazy they were messd up and too early
and the demon, the she devil still resides inside
i can not escape as we cry together
CRY TOGETHER
but she is not here
she is inside my head
not made of clay not made of wires
i am not
i do not excist
i am just what you imagine me to be
i do not belong
i am alien
ALIEN
just like you desire to be
and we can not be together
the heavens forbid
we loved so much
we tried and we retreated
fighting each other with fears and delusions
fighting with food and drugs
fighting ALONE
and we should have been
TOGETHER

i could not save you
i could not be there
out of foolish fears
rules that did not matter
i loved you so much
and in these tears it all returns
un aware of who and what you are now
because we change like waves and clouds

i was SO WEAK
maybe to strong to be in this temptation
i can not work this out alone and it makes me feel alone
and yet we CRY
TOGETHER
you switch from body and mind
yet i hear your voice
MY LOVE
i miss you
i know
WE CRY TOGETHER
apart

its all fucked up and dead to the world
LOVE
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14 okt 2004 - bewerkt op 01 mrt 2007 - meld ongepast verhaal
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