What would be worse?

What would be worse? Abusing yourself or being with someone who is only with you because they feel sorry for you and want you to stop hurting yourself.
The reason why I asked that is because I had a thought about being with this guy who was only with me because I abuse myself and he felt sorry for me. I found out about it, when he was talking to his friend. I was behind him when his friend asked, "Why are you with that ugly chick anyway?" and that's when he said he felt sorry for me. Then I ran to the restroom, looked into the mirror and saw my ugly reflection. So I felt stupid and thought that if I hit hard enough I'll knock out the ugly off of me. Stupid right?

10 aug 2012 - meld ongepast verhaal

Mayabella, vrouw, 26 jaar

Quinoa vrijdag 10 augustus 2012 08:12
So basicly, in stead of him being with you because he thinks you're worth it, he's with you because he thinks you're worth less than others.. at least that's the message you heard and in that case it's not that crazy you want to dispose the ugliness you see in you.
What you actually should be hearing is that he cares for you. He chose the wrong words, but that is the actual message. He cares for you, no matter what kind of worthiness you think you are or deserve.
Tell him you overheard him and tell him how it made you feel. Talk to him, give him a chance to clear the air and your head.

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