who do i want to be ?
on my birthday we had some fun
you know it was a good night
fooled around and looking funny
i try not to be something else
and when i look like something else i do feel funny
but never intended
i wanted to be myself
and myself is just an act
i have no self any more
my self is just fragmented in the pieces seen here
collected in this body
anyway,
i am not trying to be what i am not
i am who i am
not who i want to be
i don't even know who i would want to be
days go by and i think of the days that past
fading back as if it is further away, like you can get back to them
no i can't
can you ?
i remember the nice and good feelings and the smiles and comforting moments
how i wish i could go back
i can't
not like this.
i know a way
but that would be cheating
you know cheating is something i don't do
i did and maybe it is where myself is
the cheater
the times i did cheat, time got so messed up for me
i loved the one i had previously in the future
time still does not syncronize well with me
i want to love
but i fear it will take some more time
i have to wait untill i get some grip
if ever.
just saying i miss the moments passed
and the dreams that preceded those moments.
i miss you
love
sui
you know it was a good night
fooled around and looking funny
i try not to be something else
and when i look like something else i do feel funny
but never intended
i wanted to be myself
and myself is just an act
i have no self any more
my self is just fragmented in the pieces seen here
collected in this body
anyway,
i am not trying to be what i am not
i am who i am
not who i want to be
i don't even know who i would want to be
days go by and i think of the days that past
fading back as if it is further away, like you can get back to them
no i can't
can you ?
i remember the nice and good feelings and the smiles and comforting moments
how i wish i could go back
i can't
not like this.
i know a way
but that would be cheating
you know cheating is something i don't do
i did and maybe it is where myself is
the cheater
the times i did cheat, time got so messed up for me
i loved the one i had previously in the future
time still does not syncronize well with me
i want to love
but i fear it will take some more time
i have to wait untill i get some grip
if ever.
just saying i miss the moments passed
and the dreams that preceded those moments.
i miss you
love
sui
23 aug 2007
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