I feel very sad
But at the same time I feel nothing
I am not shore what I feel
Its like I feel everything
My thougths are not the same
They switch every moment
Nothing keeps me interesting
I hope one day it will end
I dont want to be sad around you
I want to be happy
I want to share the love
I just want you around me
Somehow at the same time I wanna be alone
So I hope I can figue out what to do
I thought some could help me
The question is who?
I hope writing it down will calm my mind
It seems my head is getting clear
But my heart keeps aching
Have to keep my eyes on everything near
Elaine