There is so much I want to say to you
There is so much I want to ask you
But you are too busy right now
With al the party's your visiting...
All I can think about is you leaving
Leaving to your other home
Visiting your mother and family
Far away in Japan
When youre dad told me you were leaving
It hit me once again
The lonely feeling
I am going to miss you so bad
I know I am also going away
But I will stay in Holland on an intership
I´ll be gone for five weeks
But still I´m gonna miss you like hell
I feel so strange
I´ve never felt like this before
Never felt this much for someone
I was very independent, untill now
I never thought I could love someone that much
That thinking of missing him would hurt that much
So much that it is taking my breath away
In such a different way
Well, I have to get over it
Daishobu desu yo
(translation) I will be fine
I have to be fine
I have to be strong
For both of us...
Elaine