Forbidden Love,Story of Us.

"Dont start a REALationship if you're gonna fake your love for her and cheat",that is my motto to my first boyfriend back in summer 2011,Fall 2011.As you can see the word "Forbidden Love",yes your right our love is forbidden.By the way,first of all,I think I already wrote this but its different cause I told my very best friend about him that were forbidden.She was shocked,and then I was like let me tell you something first."okay so here, on that time when my mom and her boyfriend were dating,they didn't know that me and my boyfriend were dating and its forbidden so we didn't tell them" I told my friend."OMG! are you serious?well,they're not married so actually its okay",she told me.Then "Well,kind of still forbidden because we're hidding it from then,so there's this time that tell told us to sleep together,and they said that its okay cause we're like brothers and sisters,but they never thought we're dating on that time",I told my friend over the phone."oh my fucking gosh!,so did you guys fucked or something?I meant you're not a virgin anymore?HAHA oh my fucking gosh?what did you guys do?" she told me excitingly."Oh my gosh Amanda no we didn't but he just hugged me all night,nothing happen if something did I would've been pregnant right now",I told her loudly."Oh my gosh did you guys kiss,on the lips or where?oh my gosh are you still virgin?just come on told me that truth!Oh my gosh I'm so proud of you!AHAHA" she told me,LOL for she said that she's proud of me sleeping with a guy."No we didn't kiss",she interrupted me she said "oh come one you guys did,didn't you?",and the I was like "fine fine fine yes we did!" and she said "you guys kiss while you guys are in the bed??!" and I told her that truth "okay yes we did,by the way DON"T FUCKING TELL ANYONE I'LL KILL YOU!" "Okay i won't" she promised me.I know Amanda for such a long time so I know she wouldn't tell anyone about this.