hope...
Dear diary...
its the first day i have actually taken a step according to the voice of my heart. i have always listened to it but avoided it, made excuses. i have always tried to be someone else, pretending to be someone i am not, someone i can never really be. i hate myself, i still do... for the things i've done and all... i know i am not completely to be blamed for all but those things wouldn't have happened if hadn't let them to. i wanna change... myself, be more confident and be honest to myself. if i don't like something i want to be able to tell others that i don't.
tomorrow i want to start fresh... take the first step and find my true self. i know what i need to do and i am going to do it this time... i want to take notice of all little good things that i have and appreciate more of my life. please i need all the best wishes and good lucks.
its the first day i have actually taken a step according to the voice of my heart. i have always listened to it but avoided it, made excuses. i have always tried to be someone else, pretending to be someone i am not, someone i can never really be. i hate myself, i still do... for the things i've done and all... i know i am not completely to be blamed for all but those things wouldn't have happened if hadn't let them to. i wanna change... myself, be more confident and be honest to myself. if i don't like something i want to be able to tell others that i don't.
tomorrow i want to start fresh... take the first step and find my true self. i know what i need to do and i am going to do it this time... i want to take notice of all little good things that i have and appreciate more of my life. please i need all the best wishes and good lucks.
06 mrt 2010
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