Maybe...

Dear diary...
maybe its my fault... maybe its me who cant stick together. just because i feel this way doesn't mean that its the reality. after all its just me... isn't it?

and love... he is being so nice it makes my guilt rise to a hundred more. but the good thing is, i think its getting to me. maybe this is a new beginning. maybe it'll be different from now on, or perhaps i shouldn't let my hopes up.

i wanna hope but at the same time I'm afraid to face what might come. i am so afraid of the bad things that i might not get a chance good things in my life and its this fact that helps me to move on no matter what. it always have.