how does it feel ??
she was here yesterday, we watched a movie
she told me afterwards it was a great movie
i was happy.
then she told me she had a new boyfriend.
as if i did not know that. though nice of her to clarify
still it stings, and i told her
maybe now i am free to find an other, duh....
where in hell is there any one who would like me
all the girls i've been with left me
and for what reason ?
they did not find me enough
or in other cases too much
they can't compete with me, cause i don't fight with them
or they hate the fact i think so much.
and when they don't hate it, it works against them
and then they hate it
i saw her face change when i told her i still had some hope
she gave up on US before i did, that must have hurt somewhere
after all i was the one who broke up
knowing the circumstance did i have a choise ??
did she give me one ?
but now i am free
and just wondering
who will fall in the mist of love only to see in time
that i am not what the mist hid
but that they find what they hide themself in the mist
one other thing bugs me
what does love mean to others ?
is it just the good feeling and the sex and comfort ?
cause that is often what i see
but i miss the care, and unconditionality
a moment to give in to each other
cause love is not a struggle about who gives in the most or first
love is to care not to let the other give in too much that they change to what they do not want to
well hell
where is the one for me
cause they always seem to be fading away
and i seem to fall apart
she told me afterwards it was a great movie
i was happy.
then she told me she had a new boyfriend.
as if i did not know that. though nice of her to clarify
still it stings, and i told her
maybe now i am free to find an other, duh....
where in hell is there any one who would like me
all the girls i've been with left me
and for what reason ?
they did not find me enough
or in other cases too much
they can't compete with me, cause i don't fight with them
or they hate the fact i think so much.
and when they don't hate it, it works against them
and then they hate it
i saw her face change when i told her i still had some hope
she gave up on US before i did, that must have hurt somewhere
after all i was the one who broke up
knowing the circumstance did i have a choise ??
did she give me one ?
but now i am free
and just wondering
who will fall in the mist of love only to see in time
that i am not what the mist hid
but that they find what they hide themself in the mist
one other thing bugs me
what does love mean to others ?
is it just the good feeling and the sex and comfort ?
cause that is often what i see
but i miss the care, and unconditionality
a moment to give in to each other
cause love is not a struggle about who gives in the most or first
love is to care not to let the other give in too much that they change to what they do not want to
well hell
where is the one for me
cause they always seem to be fading away
and i seem to fall apart
16 nov 2006
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donderdag 16 november 2006 21:16
Only time will tell - You'll have to wait & see.. Good Luck
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eyez
donderdag 16 november 2006 22:57
zeg hé niet te pessimistisch (of hoe je dat ook schrijven mag)!
dr zijn heus vrouwmensen die daar wel mee om kunnen gaan.
ze zijn alleen ehhm hoe zeg je dat.
te ehh paniekerig,zo van help hij denkt veel en zegt niks,nu is het vast fout.of iets in die zin. Zijn ook vaak van die vrouwen die zichzelf niet kunnen vermaken.
Ja ok,ik heb ook van die buien.
Maar dan is job ook niet een van de makkelijkste
wat ik dus zeggen wou is niet erg gelukt maar hier komt t dus ongeveer op neer.
als je er al wijs uit kon worden -
alphamale
zaterdag 18 november 2006 23:19
ik begrijp je, kerel heb ook zoiets voor, ik heb dan maar een hond gekocht is soms leuker gezelschap dan een vrouw
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