I think I'm on my way to conquering nervousness

Guess what I did today? I conquered a fear. I played my clarinet in front of the class without being completely freaked out. I was nervous but I convinced myself to let it go and just play how I practiced. And it worked, I got an A! And I didn't mess up at all, there wasn't a single mistake that sent my heart flying. He actually told me to challenge J! All my friends told me I should. But I'm not sure that if I won if it would set a boundary between us. I mean boys hate being beaten by girls don't they? I love music. It's a way to express yourself in your feelings. But writing is even better, no one I know is reading my entries and it helps yourself just let go everything that has built up upon you. It's absolutely phenomenal.

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Paris8543, vrouw, 26 jaar

Hey?! :) woensdag 01 februari 2012 07:02
Nice! I agree. : D
I play trumpet and french horn. I'm studying music performance at my university, I started off like you did and then realized it should be my career, and here I am... Before I was scared to play solos, but with practice the nervousness just disappears. You get used to it.
Paris8543 donderdag 02 februari 2012 03:43
I always say something like I want to be a librarian when I grow up because of nervousness and such but maybe I will rethink it, and start practicing more. It's great to hear that someone like me can end up in a music career!

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