I think too much :P

I think far too much. Sometimes, I will go back to those amazing tomboy times when I was four beating all the teenagers at yugioh. And when I could hold hands with my best friend, B without asking if we're dating.

I think about how my mom won't stop smoking, as much as I beg. How much those little packs out of our life would help everything.
A) helps her health
B) 10 dollars less a month

I think about how my dad cheated on my mom before they divorced. And he's still going out with her! After 7 years! 7! And she doesn't even like us. Grr, I miss my dad so much. I can't believe I see my dad only 7 weeks of a year.

Guess what? I spoke in front of the class without being entirely terrified. I spoke clear and loud. I did it! I'm getting so much better at this, I've worked so hard on confidence in the past two years, and it's actually getting better! My life is relatively balanced today. As long as I don't think about what's wrong, but think positively, about what's going right then everything is completely fine.

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