just another day

Woke up today with a panic attack. Had trouble breathing all morning, hyperventilated during my gym final so afterwards I blacked out. Went to band, and I had to improvise, panic attack in that class too, with teacher screaming at me because I panicked and couldn't do my solo because I absolutely suck. Worst part is, all my classmates laughed at me. All of them. Even my fucking best friend. Then as I was walking home my other best friend made it clear I'm just a loner and don't try hard enough. I almost fainted walking home too. And then I came home to my mom screaming. I'm just tired of all of this. I wanted to cut..
But, 6 days clean.

-Opal

06 jun 2013 - meld ongepast verhaal

Paris8543, vrouw, 26 jaar

Noner donderdag 06 juni 2013 09:38
im rooting 4 7 days!
angelkissj zaterdag 08 juni 2013 03:48
you can make it!!!!!

O 04 feb 2014 cuts.
O 29 jan 2014 out of it.
O 26 jan 2014 So yep.
O 18 nov 2013 not my day. ( 2 )
O 22 okt 2013 yep yep
O 16 okt 2013 yeah.. ( 5 )
O 30 jul 2013 Razor.
O 21 jul 2013 Coming out
O 19 jul 2013 Came out to my best friend...
O 17 jul 2013 My secrets. ( 2 )
O 16 jul 2013 Yeah.
O 16 jul 2013 I thought somebody finally wasn't lying... ( 1 )
O 10 jul 2013 Stressed by everything
O 03 jul 2013 I'm staying.
O 29 jun 2013 Lots.

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