Leave our house, leave our life, leave our family.
My dad and his girlfriend constantly yell. Yell, yell, yell. So I have to sit there quietly as they bring back bad memories and butcher eachother with harsh words. Sometimes I just feel like taking a walk, or sculpting a model, once I drew my family when it was perfect. I just want to go back in time. I want to be four again. I want my dad and my mom together again with no boyfriends or girlfriends interfering. But my wishes will never be granted.
Today my dad and I were sitting on the couch and my dad picks up the controller and turns on the Xbox and his girlfriend walks in and says "I don't want to hear that fucking thing tonight! I don't want to hear it! I don't fucking want to hear it!" my dad says "Do you mind?" as she just exploded for no reason "Do I mind? DO YOU MIND!? That Xbox is mine and I can take it" The entire time I was sitting there with "I don't want to hear you tonight! In fact I never want to hear you." at the tip of my tongue. But instead of saying that I sat next to the dog and cuddled with her just thinking.
-O
Today my dad and I were sitting on the couch and my dad picks up the controller and turns on the Xbox and his girlfriend walks in and says "I don't want to hear that fucking thing tonight! I don't want to hear it! I don't fucking want to hear it!" my dad says "Do you mind?" as she just exploded for no reason "Do I mind? DO YOU MIND!? That Xbox is mine and I can take it" The entire time I was sitting there with "I don't want to hear you tonight! In fact I never want to hear you." at the tip of my tongue. But instead of saying that I sat next to the dog and cuddled with her just thinking.
-O
20 jul 2012
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