My Life Has Changed +++
i feel like writing something while im listening to new, well actually old, gaga songs - 'reloaded', 'big girl', 'fooled me again' and many more. THEY'RE AMAZING.
so yea, my life has changed so much in the past couple of years. I've changed like crazy mentally, however I'd rather call it 'growth'. I've accepted myself the way I am, have a totally different world view and think i'm able to oversee several societal issues, moved into my own apartment, met new people, new friends and uhhmy liver is not responding well anymore
I feel like im just discovering the real me, what I stand for as a person. It may sounds kinda weird, but looking back on the past couple of years I can really say for the first time that I'm proud of myself.
Also, I discovered real friendship since im comfortable with myself.. which i didn't expect in the first place 'cause i've always had many friends and I'm glad enough to have good social skills and confidence. But still.. I guess people noticed i was hiding something for years and they seem to like the real me over the impretendingtobelikethis-person.
For love, I miss it. You know that feeling you just to want to be a little macho and flirt with the person love (maybe a man-thing), hug that person, have that person laying on your chest. I don't need a one night stand or even a two " ". Buttt I don't miss the love of that specific person i talked about in some previous posts hahah. what a fail.his ex seems cute though.
byeeee i hope y'all get laid tonightttttt
so yea, my life has changed so much in the past couple of years. I've changed like crazy mentally, however I'd rather call it 'growth'. I've accepted myself the way I am, have a totally different world view and think i'm able to oversee several societal issues, moved into my own apartment, met new people, new friends and uhh
I feel like im just discovering the real me, what I stand for as a person. It may sounds kinda weird, but looking back on the past couple of years I can really say for the first time that I'm proud of myself.
Also, I discovered real friendship since im comfortable with myself.. which i didn't expect in the first place 'cause i've always had many friends and I'm glad enough to have good social skills and confidence. But still.. I guess people noticed i was hiding something for years and they seem to like the real me over the impretendingtobelikethis-person.
For love, I miss it. You know that feeling you just to want to be a little macho and flirt with the person love (maybe a man-thing), hug that person, have that person laying on your chest. I don't need a one night stand or even a two " ". Buttt I don't miss the love of that specific person i talked about in some previous posts hahah. what a fail.
byeeee i hope y'all get laid tonightttttt
20 okt 2010
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Aereola
woensdag 20 oktober 2010 22:53
waarom in het Engels?
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mijngevoel
woensdag 20 oktober 2010 23:15
@aereola doordat mijn moeder uit Fairfield (CA) komt ben ik tweetalig opgevoed, en soms ik het makkelijker mijn gevoel in het engels te uiten.
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mijngevoel
woensdag 20 oktober 2010 23:20
@aereola gramaticaal nog steeds lui hoor zie ik haha. zie "talked about"
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