observation lounch
so
it is done
they have seen my terrible life
oh how they were
surprized
to see me
still breathing
when they saw the time
and how surprized they were
that i didn't do any thing evil
not even a little bit
oh how they stared at the strange being that was me
how they saw me
and now realize
i am not
that what they thought
oh how lovely
how sad
that all these years
i've given all i could
all my privacy
and now
they know it was but
a simple life
nothing realy fucked up to report
no threat to any one
except my self
how they saw me giving up love so many times
how they saw me sacrifice all i had
give all i could
and still no evil things derived from it
no i did not think
it could last
i should have been dead now
yeah they saw that too
how evil they were
not to let me in
oh it was just selfish, i was in their care
and still
they kept me alive
to see if i would do
evil
and still nothing happend
nothing that realy mattered
oh
wait
i bled
i cut myself
ooh
that was not nice
no that might be the wrong thing they were waiting for
SO fucking what
in comparison
i have had
a good life
a simple life
sure
like it is
can i now have my life back ?
or will you not even consider it
is it nice to have this lab rat?
will you review this
will you debrief me ?
guess it is not even close to done
you just hide deeper
slightly
ever so sneaky
and play with me
like you did all along
and i ?
no what about the people around me ?
what are they ?
victims ?
passengers ?
what ?
by standers
acters and actresses ?
shit
i don't even care
will you at least
clean up the mess
for the next shift
they will appriciate it
it is done
they have seen my terrible life
oh how they were
surprized
to see me
still breathing
when they saw the time
and how surprized they were
that i didn't do any thing evil
not even a little bit
oh how they stared at the strange being that was me
how they saw me
and now realize
i am not
that what they thought
oh how lovely
how sad
that all these years
i've given all i could
all my privacy
and now
they know it was but
a simple life
nothing realy fucked up to report
no threat to any one
except my self
how they saw me giving up love so many times
how they saw me sacrifice all i had
give all i could
and still no evil things derived from it
no i did not think
it could last
i should have been dead now
yeah they saw that too
how evil they were
not to let me in
oh it was just selfish, i was in their care
and still
they kept me alive
to see if i would do
evil
and still nothing happend
nothing that realy mattered
oh
wait
i bled
i cut myself
ooh
that was not nice
no that might be the wrong thing they were waiting for
SO fucking what
in comparison
i have had
a good life
a simple life
sure
like it is
can i now have my life back ?
or will you not even consider it
is it nice to have this lab rat?
will you review this
will you debrief me ?
guess it is not even close to done
you just hide deeper
slightly
ever so sneaky
and play with me
like you did all along
and i ?
no what about the people around me ?
what are they ?
victims ?
passengers ?
what ?
by standers
acters and actresses ?
shit
i don't even care
will you at least
clean up the mess
for the next shift
they will appriciate it
14 sep 2004
- meld ongepast verhaal
Log in om een reactie te plaatsen.
- O 02 aug 2008 weirde droom
- O 29 jul 2008 lijstje
- O 22 jul 2008 de dag er voor
- O 21 jul 2008 die dag.
- O 13 jul 2008 kewl ik besef me net...
- O 13 jul 2008 telefoon
- O 10 jul 2008 leren
- O 10 jul 2008 klote nacht.
- O 07 jul 2008 complacency ( 2 )
- O 07 jul 2008 hoi lief, ( 2 )
- O 05 jul 2008 [editx]iran ..i ran or would run if i had a chance ( 1 )
- O 05 jul 2008 lekker hippy zijn is er ook niet meer bij
- O 25 jun 2008 zwemmen in je bed ( 1 )
- O 25 jun 2008 adios ( 3 )
- O 25 jun 2008 2012 ( 1 )