personal contact
i crave for some contact
yet i feel quite at home in my solitude
just had my cousin on the phone
and guess what, no more prepaid left ..
it was good to hear her voice though.
i don't know what to do next..
guess a shower and some thing to eat
feeling dead tired after a long day at work
or rather a long day on the road.
i crave for attention
the little welcome when you come home
but i rather feel homeless
no one to come home to
and no one to talk with
hell i can even imagine
someone reading this and saying, this guy is pathetic
and i would not even feel the strength to disagree
maybe i would almost feel proud about it
and to go in to the length of explaining that would be a waste
cause who would listen to that whinning any way
so status would be low on selfesteam
low on energy
low in life
and needy
yeah i am pathetic
guess i now know where those grey hairs come from
maybe i should go out to night
but i would only be a bore
looking at that option it is almost as pathetic as how i feel
hanging out with guys and gals
whom i rather see as my children
or just children
slightly matured from when i got to know them
but then again
some only matured in age
not in behaviour.
i care not to feel young
i'd sometimes rather would not feel at all
and when i do
do not feel that is
i would probably meet the love of my life
and miss out on it
cause i don't feel a fucking thing.
yeah i am
P A T H E T I C !
yet i feel quite at home in my solitude
just had my cousin on the phone
and guess what, no more prepaid left ..
it was good to hear her voice though.
i don't know what to do next..
guess a shower and some thing to eat
feeling dead tired after a long day at work
or rather a long day on the road.
i crave for attention
the little welcome when you come home
but i rather feel homeless
no one to come home to
and no one to talk with
hell i can even imagine
someone reading this and saying, this guy is pathetic
and i would not even feel the strength to disagree
maybe i would almost feel proud about it
and to go in to the length of explaining that would be a waste
cause who would listen to that whinning any way
so status would be low on selfesteam
low on energy
low in life
and needy
yeah i am pathetic
guess i now know where those grey hairs come from
maybe i should go out to night
but i would only be a bore
looking at that option it is almost as pathetic as how i feel
hanging out with guys and gals
whom i rather see as my children
or just children
slightly matured from when i got to know them
but then again
some only matured in age
not in behaviour.
i care not to feel young
i'd sometimes rather would not feel at all
and when i do
do not feel that is
i would probably meet the love of my life
and miss out on it
cause i don't feel a fucking thing.
yeah i am
P A T H E T I C !
31 aug 2007
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