Set me free

I'm tired of crying and I'm through with trying
I've tried everything, I've even tried dying
I've fallen and given up, and now I have to be strong
I won't forget you were the one that was wrong

You can't just walk away pretending everything's okay
I know your hurting, or you woudn't look at me that way
Why are you hurting when it was you that caused me pain?
Why are you hurting if you don't care if I cut this vain?

I sit alone in the silence of darkness, watching each day pass me by
While I sit for hours with endless pain, I start to question why?
Why did you leave, and say goodbye?
Why did you always want to die?
Why did you break all those promises and lie?
Why did you constantly make me cry?

I always told you we would never last
Now you're gone, but I'm stuck in the past
I gave you a chance not to break my heart
You could fill it or break it; You ripped it apart

It's been four weeks since you went away
I know I fake smiles, but I'm not okay
I watch you pretend that you're happy with her
Now that I'm with him, your emotions seem to stir

I had it all, but I gave it up for you
But you were like them, and you hurt me too
I know you remember how things used to be
But I doubt you'll ever know what you meant to me

Nothing you can do can take away the pain
Nothing you can say will stop me from cutting this vain
I loved you, I trusted you, and I sacraficed it all
Then you turned around and did nothing, Just watched me fall
My emotions consist of nothing but fright
It's all from hurting over a pointless lost fight
The fight to make you see how I felt inside
The fight that slowly lead to my attempt of suicide

As I sat in the rain and stared into the night
I was thinking alone, no people in sight
I wondered why my pain would not subside
Then I realized what you did to my emotions inside
You left me broken, shattered, and worst of all, alive

At that moment, all I wanted was to die
There was nothing to live for, and no where to hide
"The pain is neverending and I'll hurt forever"
The worst part is, I'll forget you never

You said you hated me and wanted me dead
I wanted to cry, but I cut instead
The problem with me, is that my feelings I hide
All the pain, all my thoughts, I keep inside
So when the pain is unbearable and there's nowhere to turn
I cut myself and scratch every cut until each of them burn

No one understands how I can stand mutilation
But they have never felt the feeling of manipulation
You'll never understand the reason why I cry
You'll never understand the reason I want to die
Don't even try to talk to me every day
I have nothing but hate, so please keep away

You look in my eyes, but there's nothing but dismay
I've tried to hide it, but forever it stays
There's no point in crying over someone that doesn't care
There's no point in trying, when all I get is a glare

I've found someone that loves me for me
I only hope that we're meant to be
I love him more than anything and he means the world to me
My one true wish is that he'll set my tortured captured soul free