There's always second chance.

Last 3 days ago,I was super excited because the volleyball try out is going to start. Everyday I worked hard,sleep late because I gotta do homework after the try out,all I care about was the volleyball try outs for the past 3 days.We were 27 girls who went for try out,only 12-14 can made it.I did not made it.I cried so hard,that I think the world's is going to end.Volleyball is the only sport I care.I feel lost,empty,hideous.What did I do wrong.I guess I wasn't tall enough?Maybe because I wasn't pretty enough?I don't know.Gosh I feel like I lost my life.I don't know what to do.It feels really ugly.Right know what I feel is hopefulness from my family because they always tell me that,I think because this is not your year to play,or just because this isn't the right time for you to play it.I believe that when something ends something begins.It might be true.But know I think I need to focus on my studies and boys.

14 sep 2012 - meld ongepast verhaal

CrayGirl26, vrouw, 42 jaar

Developing vrijdag 14 september 2012 09:52
That sucks, but there are more places to play volleybal. If you really love volleybal, you can play anywhere.

(oh, and please use spaces between The end and beginning of sentences, hard to read this way.)
CrayGirl26 zondag 16 september 2012 04:58
oh i know yea i can but i wanted to be on that team sooo bad cuz that was my dream to get in on that team.(ya sorry for the bad spaces and everything,i was just really frustrated in that time.)

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