Why am I happy today?:D

I can't stop smiling from my ears to ears.After he told me that I am a BEAUTIFUL person.Omg.I mean like,really?He just told me I am a beautiful girl.Yes,it was Alec Wilson who told me that I am beautiful.I just can't believe.Okay,so this what just had happened.At my Home ec. class(Alec Wilson is in my class),so I was stuffing my owl's because it's our project at home ec. then I was wondering around for scissor that I could borrow,I asked the girls,but never let me borrow theirs.So,then I went to my bestfriend(The best!),and I ask for the scissor if I could borrow them so I did but then I stayed their and chat with him and people around him,but I think my 99.99% of my time I was paying attention to him,what he's saying.We ALMOST wrestle,we joke around and I didn't even notice that all of our classmates was looking at us and giving at us a look that says "What are you guys doing?".We didn't care,I didnt care.All I care was about us.I'm so lucky that I have him as my friend,and I wish more than that.Yes,I like him alot even love.I do love him alot.So,I really don't care if we're just friends,but I don't want him to go anywhere but my side.Even though his not mine,I still call him mine because I'm his bestfriend,and no one deserves him but me.I'm really afraid what if one day someone will take him away from me.I'm so afraid that I'll lose him.I am really scared.That I think it will lose my sanity.IF EVER I FIND OUT ONE DAY HE'S DATING SOMEONE.

CrayGirl26, vrouw, 42 jaar

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