Too Good
Short entry. Will post another later tonight.
Yesterday, Friday, started off alright with my husband. He was trying to be sweet, gave me a kiss, picked me up, told me he loved me...
But it's just too little too late. Some feelings are still there, and other parts of my brain just don't have a spark for his intimicies anymore. I want to just tell him to cut the crap, but I'd like to remember him as a sweet, caring man that he used to be. It takes effort for the both of us to be civil to each other, so I know he was really trying.
Unfortunately, he had his friends over last night. They all drank and got roudy like usual. I peeked downstairs to say hello around 10pm and he pulled a dip of tobacco out if his lip trying to hide it from me. I immediately confronted him in front of his friends. He told me he would never do it in front of me and there he was doing it at the house! Disrespectful! He promised he wouldn't do it for the rest of the night. Doubtful. His promises mean nothing now. So much for having faith in someone.
Later that night around 11:30pm I told everyone I was going to bed and to please keep it quiet. I had to wake up at 5:30a and I needed sleep because I work very early. Also unfortunately, he woke me up twice with blaring loud music downstairs in the kitchen. I didn't fall asleep until 2am and only got 3 hrs of sleep... He is so disrespectful. What a man.
-W
Rant for the day.
Yesterday, Friday, started off alright with my husband. He was trying to be sweet, gave me a kiss, picked me up, told me he loved me...
But it's just too little too late. Some feelings are still there, and other parts of my brain just don't have a spark for his intimicies anymore. I want to just tell him to cut the crap, but I'd like to remember him as a sweet, caring man that he used to be. It takes effort for the both of us to be civil to each other, so I know he was really trying.
Unfortunately, he had his friends over last night. They all drank and got roudy like usual. I peeked downstairs to say hello around 10pm and he pulled a dip of tobacco out if his lip trying to hide it from me. I immediately confronted him in front of his friends. He told me he would never do it in front of me and there he was doing it at the house! Disrespectful! He promised he wouldn't do it for the rest of the night. Doubtful. His promises mean nothing now. So much for having faith in someone.
Later that night around 11:30pm I told everyone I was going to bed and to please keep it quiet. I had to wake up at 5:30a and I needed sleep because I work very early. Also unfortunately, he woke me up twice with blaring loud music downstairs in the kitchen. I didn't fall asleep until 2am and only got 3 hrs of sleep... He is so disrespectful. What a man.
-W
Rant for the day.
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JennyB (opgeheven op 7-6-2014)
zondag 20 oktober 2013 03:04
And what did i say before?....they will come back, and put a mask on to try and trick again into being together and then disrespect you again! There should be no parties in the house of a married couple...especially not that late.
I don't care if it's his friends w/e...if he starts putting his friends 1st, watch out it's red flags. And i congradulate you into putting a step forward for divorce papers. You are definitly going to see him change in a blink of an eye, but don't fall for it. He's probably tricking you so when he gets you back in with him again, he will start saying hurtful things and probably say about divorce as well just to get back at what you did or is trying to do.
Oh yes, men are like that, but i don't give them that 2nd chance for revenge. Be safe, and go for your gut! -
Mackenzee
zondag 20 oktober 2013 10:02
Wow that..is..is .t..totally lameness ..I m..mean who does..t..that
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