Borderline episode
So I cut myself yesterday again. No need for (self)-pity though. I wanted to do it. Because I was down. But I'm alright today!
At one point I was just thinkin.. now WAIT A MINUTE! She leaves out a great opportunity from a great guy and I'M the one that is sad? WTF! Fuck people, fuck her. Ik heb schijt aan haar. So I felt this anger inside me all morning. Who the hell does she think she is??
After work I wanted to go home. But I changed my mind and wanted to do some shopping for myself. At first, I wanted to buy some trousers at the local market, but then I came across the Kijkshop. And they have this huge sale! So I just bought some things I didnt't really need for 100 euros. But the thing about material, is that it doesn't stab you in the back like people do. So yeah.. I'm not ashamed. Things are sometimes even better than people.
God, I love my new watch. It's really heavy like a luxurous brand and the brace is thick but lightweight. I've been wearing it since this afternoon and it has given me such a big smile on my face. I LOVE WATCHES!! I also bought my old perfume: Davidoff - Cool Waters. It brings back some memories and reminds me that I am actually a great guy and know how to seduce other women. And then it just struck me: she should be lucky. So I wrote her a long message.
I have felt so strong and confident since I wrote this. In the meantime, I have plans these days. Tomorrow I have my internship, then will meet up with a friend that I have seen in a while and after that I have a kind of date with a girl I haven't seen in 1.5 years. Friday internship, then work and then going to have a redez vous at a campfire with unknown people. Saturday I will spend time with my brother and Sunday as well. Looking forward to it.
In the meantime, I don;t need any bullshit. People still suck. But I don't want to be struck by it anymore. Fuck that shit.
At one point I was just thinkin.. now WAIT A MINUTE! She leaves out a great opportunity from a great guy and I'M the one that is sad? WTF! Fuck people, fuck her. Ik heb schijt aan haar. So I felt this anger inside me all morning. Who the hell does she think she is??
After work I wanted to go home. But I changed my mind and wanted to do some shopping for myself. At first, I wanted to buy some trousers at the local market, but then I came across the Kijkshop. And they have this huge sale! So I just bought some things I didnt't really need for 100 euros. But the thing about material, is that it doesn't stab you in the back like people do. So yeah.. I'm not ashamed. Things are sometimes even better than people.
God, I love my new watch. It's really heavy like a luxurous brand and the brace is thick but lightweight. I've been wearing it since this afternoon and it has given me such a big smile on my face. I LOVE WATCHES!! I also bought my old perfume: Davidoff - Cool Waters. It brings back some memories and reminds me that I am actually a great guy and know how to seduce other women. And then it just struck me: she should be lucky. So I wrote her a long message.
I have felt so strong and confident since I wrote this. In the meantime, I have plans these days. Tomorrow I have my internship, then will meet up with a friend that I have seen in a while and after that I have a kind of date with a girl I haven't seen in 1.5 years. Friday internship, then work and then going to have a redez vous at a campfire with unknown people. Saturday I will spend time with my brother and Sunday as well. Looking forward to it.
In the meantime, I don;t need any bullshit. People still suck. But I don't want to be struck by it anymore. Fuck that shit.
08 apr 2015
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Hatsjepsoet (opgeheven op 10-6-2015)
donderdag 09 april 2015 07:14
Succes with the interschip
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Princessa (opgeheven op 30-05-2022)
donderdag 09 april 2015 08:47
Veel plezier
Ik hoop dat je een superleuke weekend hebt
Xxx
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