I wish I was a woman
Maybe I just haven't met the right woman yet. Maybe the woman that I would like to have by my side doesn't exist at all. But when I hear some men sing to their (imaginary) woman, I just wished I was a woman.
But I'm stuck in this male body of mine. I am stuck with my tremendous attraction towards women and not to men. I miss so much in a woman that a man might seemingly posses naturally.
But men.. they are so ugly, unrefined, physically invulnerable compared to women. Men are fun. Women are deep. I just can't imagine why I would fall in love with a man. Especially with those muscles and that ding dong between their legs. But a romantic man has no equal. Men give romance. Women only receive romance.
Maybe I just had girls around me. Not mature yet. I don't know.
But when I hear songs like this, I cry. Wishing a woman would feel this towards me or sing this to me. Seeing the wrong in how she treated me, getting down on her knees holding my hand. Saying she would do anything to get me back, realizing I loved her like no other man has ever loved her, cared for her like no other cared for her.
But all I've encountered were indivudualistic passive women. I feel naturally obligated to play the male part. And it frustrates me. This all just feels so wrong. Sometimes I think being a woman is so much better. Because women don't give me the romance I long for so much..
But I'm stuck in this male body of mine. I am stuck with my tremendous attraction towards women and not to men. I miss so much in a woman that a man might seemingly posses naturally.
But men.. they are so ugly, unrefined, physically invulnerable compared to women. Men are fun. Women are deep. I just can't imagine why I would fall in love with a man. Especially with those muscles and that ding dong between their legs. But a romantic man has no equal. Men give romance. Women only receive romance.
Maybe I just had girls around me. Not mature yet. I don't know.
But when I hear songs like this, I cry. Wishing a woman would feel this towards me or sing this to me. Seeing the wrong in how she treated me, getting down on her knees holding my hand. Saying she would do anything to get me back, realizing I loved her like no other man has ever loved her, cared for her like no other cared for her.
But all I've encountered were indivudualistic passive women. I feel naturally obligated to play the male part. And it frustrates me. This all just feels so wrong. Sometimes I think being a woman is so much better. Because women don't give me the romance I long for so much..
12 apr 2015
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